I think a lot of people overestimate my potential. I for one know what I'm worth and I can tell you in your face that I don't worth that much.
People's expectations is currently parallel with my estimation of my own worthlessness.
Although I can be sarcastic, cynical and confident, most of the time I feel very small and vulnerable. This is why I put up either a I-don't-give-a-shit or I-am-so-full-of-myself front.
I won't comment further on my current state of mind.
Because right now, I feel very very very worthless. I feel blended with the masses. I am the masses.