Hadi will be going back to Sabah. It is already decided. It saddens me that Hadi is not taking charge of this situation. But when I see him cried like I did when I was his age, I thought it's better for him to know the mechanics of his situation. But like me when I was younger, he is adamant that my mother is doing the right thing and he'll honour her decision.
I'm afraid he will have to endure what I'd endured. Maybe that's the only way. As much as it pained me to see him feeling confuse and guilty, I think it is best for him to learn what I'd learned the way I did.
I thought I could be a responsible big brother and try to persuade him to not repeat my mistakes. It seems that I failed to do so. This whole trip is a failure. I feel terrible. I feel useless.
I love you with all my heart but there are some things I don't agree and this is one of them. I hope you understand the gravity of your actions. Let's think about Hadi's future and be sensible.