The Benefits of Praying; an Afiq observation.
Yeah sure, Muslims believes in Fate (Qada' and Qadar) but that is no excuse to be totally oblivious to the mechanics of Fate. There is of course, two kind of fates: a kind we could never change like the proceeding of deaths and the more flexible kind that revolves around everything else.
Astrology is something most Muslims considered Syirik or in simpler terms: deviant or misguided. But it is a fact that astrology is derived from the cosmic order of the Universe. The sun, the moon and the stars that litters our skies are actually contributing to our everchanging behaviours. The gravity of those objects subconsciously control our emotions and habits, and sometimes decisions.
Does is it occur you as weird when you read yesterday's horoscope and realized it was partially true? Satan's doings? Haha, ignorant slabs of meat! Those predictions are based on the pattern of Stars. The orbital pattern frictioned reactions that affects our mental affliction of logic.
The Chinese, who had continued doing research on the pattern of the universe predicted businesses and family matters because they are bound to it. It is not a conditioning where a piece of information is processed into behaviors that leads to pre-conceived results but rather the tendency of following traits that made the results possible.
We pray mainly because it is our prime responsibility to do so but do you know that by praying, a human being could actually alter the receptance of the cosmic gravitational effects. When a human being's minds are focused during certain period of time, it could strengthen the intermediate response of achievements and therefore, the brain will automatically ignore the cosmic effects for a while. This enable people to change their fate, by defying the cosmic conditioning.
The Maghrib prayer, for say, can only be done during sunset because our self-entity or soul are conjured by the gravitational force of the sun, leaving most of our body vulnerable to alien entities like satans or jinns. By praying, one will strengthen his/her own mental gravity and resist the pulling of the sun's gravity. In effect, it will reduce unwanted action/sins for the rest of the night.
Same goes during Subuh, the compression of force supplied by the sun will pour out the natural aura of the body, making the our self-entity/ soul to glow and flow out from the body. This phenomena will increase positivity of our surrounding, making ourselves more capable of communicating with other people effectively.
Tahajjud, the Sunnat prayer that should be done at night after a few hours of sleep, is one of the best ways to change one's fate. As the proceeding of the cosmic order can succesfully be 'programmed' into people who are under rest, the existence of self-gravity will reduce the effects greatly and contributes to later success.
Like I've mentioned before, Islam is not a mythical religion, just a religion we have yet to understand. But then again, those are just theories cooked up by a nineteen year old....
It is also official that I had my first motorcyle ride around KL past midnight. Man oh man, the amount of whores lurking behind pissed-at columns are stark amusing. Trans, chinks and the heavy-dirty-nasty type. This coming out of a naive guy is a tad overrated but the experience was surreal (the motorcycle bit lah). I even made a 3 minutes video on it for my children. "This is Abah during his first serious bike ride..." *imagine me showing my newborn the videoclip via PDA*
I pusing-pusing around UIA and found out that there's an infamous fishing spot where there were NO FISHING signs everywhere. Most of the fishermen are Indons. There's even an illegal settlement beside the tasik. It's official, the UIA developer has a financial crisis. 
Prefferably dressed up as a full-fledged model, the woman you look upon is no uneducated drag. She has a degree in Human Science in a respectable university and had ventured across the world to promote her beauty. Her efforts were paid generously, having won numerous pageant competitions in Malaysia and Thailand. She is, in many ways, setting up a wave of challenge to everybody else with comparable beauty and talents.
Whether she is dressed up as a slutty geisha or a water-thirsty traveller, she had set up a pretty unreachable status as a showgirl with brains and looks. As mentioned, we men do not have a limitation when we feast our eyes on her. Mainly because she is not a woman. She's (I mean he's) a Man!
This is Che Fi. Che Fi is a name he adopted when he consorted the tranvestite culture and later on developed herself into a replica of unrivalled beauty. 
Having a blue-blooded Indian roommate has its advantages. Every Sunday, he'll buy me full set of Pure Nasi Kandar from Masjid India. And for the past year, he had been giving me countless movie reviews and so I started watching Tamil/Hindi movies lah, only to be(insert indian accent) capticated.
I'm still angry at myself because I lost 4 kg in 2 days and suffered a gastric attack. Sure I lost 4 kg but in return, I was medically ill. I hereby would like to thank everybody who'd reminded me that I'd gained weight. Thank you all.
I'm still angry at myself for not being able to dismiss untrue insults (we muslims call'em fitnah) thrown to me by people I'd trusted my whole life with. Because I'm being nice. Because women don't listen. They only do when they get things done their way in the end. So now I'm a manipulative liar who's nice in public but plots murders when I'm alone. So now I'm jahat. So now I'm a penipu. I do believe thay some people had taken Bawang putih Bawang merah too seriously. Seriously.
I'm still angry at myself for not able to pray five times a day. I've been missing Subuh for weeks. But it's a good start this year. I've only started praying regularly since I entered this university.
I'm still angry at myself for having people thinking that I put faults on everybody else for my mistakes even though I dread myself everytime I see the effect of my mistakes taking shape. Why do they even think that? Do I show people that I blame other people when I make a mistake? ntahlah..
I'm still angry at myself for the fact that I am emotionally incapable of forgiving people. I hate this attribute of mine. I have to start forgiving people who had hurt me because you and I know that a lot of people had forgived me for my share of faults.
