Life Links

You know how deep pitch-dark secrects of explicit value haunts you in every curbs of conversations; when you almost spill the beans. It happens sometimes and often shoots a dose of skin-creeping panic. And leave you thinking "Will this secret ever last? Does anyone I know knows about it yet?"
Secrets never lasts. Secrets never dwells in solitude.
And secret is one of the main reason why I blog. Because I am comforted by my own confessions, knowing that it will not bite me in the back in darkness. It will bite me in the back in broad daylight.
I'd blogged about my drinking adventure and my 'smoking is cool' attempt. I'd also blogged about how my parents would punish me over a report card when I was 10. I blogged about all my secrets, from my brokeback mounting to paperback reporting. My hellish architorture days in the studio and even abnormal insecurity. My Petaling Street Porno Hunting to my experiences with molesters. A night in my room and my fatherless teenage years. My love life and sometimes my bicycle's love life.
Life lessons of a normal 19 year old with a bipolar disoder and seasonal asthma.


wénkt said...

wah. byk cerita dalam satu cerita. cam filem cinta lak.

mutalib saifuddin said...

oo-hoo.. yes..even many people around the world wonders WHY teenagers (you're one, right? I mean, STILL) would self disclose more in their blog, as they are secretive about their personal thing.

but whatever that is, don't drink and ride or drive, and please, don't say that 'life starts at 40'.

a big no-no.


Anonymous said...

Teenagers are bunch of idiots.

they only know that when they reached 40s.

" By Time, Verily Man is in loss,
Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy. "

The Holy Quran.

mirul said...

nice brokeback stories u have there.

afiq said...


Hafidz Baharom said...

what the hell's 'seasonal' asthma? LOL!

Anyways, life is interesting, and it's supposed to remain interesting to the end of your days.

Life's a comedy, life's a drama. All the world's a stage, and we are merely players.

afiq said...

chewah.. quaoting from Shakespere nampak

Hafidz Baharom said...

ahhh, so he does know Shakespeare. Good...hahaha!