Can I Have a Crush On A Name?

Apparently I'm falling for a person I've never even met. I know her name. I've memorized her face but I've never seen her. Maybe I'm delirious for falling for an image of a person and not the real person. What if the real person does not fit her image, and the problem is: I don't care.

I think it's time to take chances (this is a song) and try to defy gravity (this is another song). If I feel zero gravity (another song) when I'm with her, I will know for sure she is the one (I think this a song)



Aah... late bloomer, but better late than never...

How did people ever fall in alternative love when there was no internet, facebook, myspace, friendster, flickr?

"Lan, anak kawan mak long hang ada...". "MAK! don't start.."

kerolizwan said...

this comment has nothing to do with the entry posted. mind me :)

ah. i shouldn't blurt on this. spill it out. yes. it's been awhile i've been reading to your blog. silent reader. hee. you're good. you're really good. being 20 and has a very good opinion towards some issue is really worthwhile to be read. and such achievement, dude you're such a doer. you great. you'll be one of a great filmmaker someday. yes you will. i envy you with such brain :)

your blog is such an eye-opener. you do know how to be defensive on certain issues and you express it right, whilst the others ashamed on themselves but you bold, say it out loud and fight. so what not kan. outstanding performance bro!

the late Yasmin Ahmad will be so proud of you. yes. i read one entry about the interview session before she dies, she must be proud of you i believe.

haih. this is long comment. i should stop. afiq, you good! keep it up man :)

Miss Aida said...

.. Do you know her personality?

It's great to go by a face and a name, but asides from that, you do eventually have to make conversation.

alice said...

the songs!!... some are soundtrack of GLEE.

Something has changed within me,
Something is not the same,
I'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game.
Too late for second-guessing,
Too late to go back to sleep,
It's time to trust my instincts;
Close my eyes: and leap!

hehe :-) All the best!

Mae said...

Make a move and good luck! ^^

Afiq Deen said...

Hi kerol. Owh shucks! But you're mistaken my friend. I'm actually 23. I have a looooong way to go but I'll do my very best to make outstanding movies in the future :D

I didn't but since last night, I know a bit. I think relationship is a constant learning process, no? She's not into me like I am to her (problem).

Really? Tak perasan. Oh yeah... haah..!

kerolizwan said...

Pardon me. 23 means more achievements so yeah, what not! ;)

=) said...

heehehee... falling in love.
so cute:)

=) said...

and usually girls need time to fall. and a little bit of convincing.
i'm sure she will fall soon.. hehe=)

shinwee said...

· Canada is a multi racial country like Malaysia.
· Canada is a relatively young country like Malaysia.
· Canada is a very progressive country.
· Canada is one of the G8 countries.
· Canada is one of the highest per capital income in the world now.
· Canada is one of the most developed countries in the world now.
· Canada allows both English and French as its official languages.
· Canada builds many 100% government subsidized French primary and secondary schools and French medium universities.
· Canada has very liberal policy in education and language.
· Ratio of English speaking citizens vs. French speaking citizens is almost similar to malays and Chinese in Malaysia.

What is Malaysia now? Discrimination, discrimination and more discrimination!

coolooc said...

The malay race is an inferior race due to inbreeding amongst themselves. They are moronic and to make matter worse - choose Islam as their religion.

As everyone knows, Islam is a stone-aged religion. No matter how long you spoon-feed them they will never change. They are worse than PIG.

aston said...

The truth is Chinese inject entrepreneurial and economic progress in South East Asia. If the Chinese left Malaysia, your economy would be on the verge of collapse and will become little more than a backwater hellhole.

There are very simple reasons why Chinese do not fully assimilate into malay society. It is because the malay people are very hostile and disrespectful to the Chinese. It is well ingrained in their society, this anti-Chinese sentiment.

Also, given this hostility, why should Chinese integrate with your society? Let me tell you, it is a very simple reason. Unlike primitive tribesmen minorities in your territories, our civilization and culture is actually far superior than your malay culture.

We are the inheritors of one of the greatest civilizations in human history. Why do we want to downgrade our cultural knowledge and perception, and accept a backward and undeveloped primitive culture?

You Malaysians, Filipinos and Indonesians need to learn from the example of the Thais. They are friendly to Chinese and many Thai Chinese are very integrated and are loyal to Thailand. However, they also have links to China and bring the two countries closer.

Hence, China and Thailand enjoy very strong relations and all of this bodes well for Thailand economically and politically. It is no wonder Thailand has experienced a great deal of economic progress.

Too, I lived in Malaysia before and let me tell you that Malaysia is not rich. The government owes a lot of money to Japan and other countries. The nation is corrupted! In outside look, you think Malaysia is rich but the truth is Malaysia is very poor. A lot of projects have been cancelled such as new airport in Kuching, and etc.

Indeed right, in Malaysia the malays are like shit. They disrespect the Chinese. And you want to know why the malay government has money? It is because the tax! Chinese pay high tax to the malay government where the malay government even use quota control!

The malays given of special treatment, the government give money to the malays because without this, the malays will have nothing! We Chinese in Malaysia depend on ourselves! We earn money on ourselves!

The Chinese in Malaysia is dropping rapidly, one day and one day will come, when the malays don't like Chinese and riot, then we Chinese move away and hahaha! Malaysia will become like Indonesia!

Now look at your Indonesia, last time when Chinese there, the government can be rich. Now when Chinese gone - your country like shit! Hahaha! This is dream funny!

ruyom said...

The Chinese came to Malaysia more than 1000 years ago, while the Indians came here almost 1030 years ago. Kota Gelanggi and Lembah Bujang are proof of these early settlements.

fargoman said...

Hahaha! Shows how completely clueless malays are of the history of this land.

The Orang Asli are the original race of this land.

The malays themselves are only a small ethnic race that conquered the peninsular later.

Worst, what many term as 'malays today' are not actually the original malays of ancient times but 'adopted malays' from other ethnicities such as the Acehnese, Bugis, Minangkabaus and Tamil Muslims.

San said...

Well, UMNO managed to achieve one thing. The BTN-type morons, have been overwhelmingly successful in brainwashing todays 27 million citizens.

Who says that the peninsular was always called Tanah Melayu? This is a recent British term!

Tanah Melayu was never the name until the British came and colonized the peninsular.

Malai means hill in Tamil; as to describe the Titiwangsa range on the said peninsular since the 2nd century by the Gujerati traders who set up their formidable Hindu empire at Lembah Bujang.

A. said...

eh? how come all the comments dekat bawah macam lari dari tajuk?

baik, saya diam sekarang.

hazel darwisya said...

who afiq who?

it's been a while since i read afiqsays..end up here just now when i googled zaha hadid's image n your blog is on the 3rd page.haha

Afiq Deen said...

A, itu orang panggil Political Spammer.

Hazel, mana boleh bagitahu. Private ; )