I have to admit, I have a bit of Michael Jackson in me. They say (who are they?) it is because I didn't have a normal childhood. I like to play with kids, goof out like one and react to things in a child-like manner which comes off to onlookers as easily excitable, or cheerful. Some people can misinterpret this attitude as being confused, unorganised or even specifically lacking of the adequate amount of maturity.
What they don't know is that I'm worried all the time. All the time.
Like now, I'm worried that Projek Merdeka Adik won't turn out as wonderful as I expected it to be. This project have been haunting me for months and this generates a string of worries that constantly metamorphises into a state of euphoria. Get it? Whenever I get worried about something I'm passionate about, I will consequently be in a state of bliss. I sleep well worried.